havent added much of anything lately. i'm sorry its been slow, but i'm hoping during the break i can use my dad's camera and maybe work on getting some new pictures up. photography is one thing i'm always inspired to do but lacking in the ability to follow through, so hopefully i'll have the oppurtunity to in the next few weeks.


i just got a new laptop for my birthday and i'm really excited about it, but i'm still getting used to vista so it maybe a while before i can do anything too fancy. dont even have photoshop on here yet or counterstrike! or halo! not that i really have time for anything at the moment considering well, even now i should be doing homework... but then again, this is me talking... typing


neways, hopefully you will see new deviations soon and if not feel free to complain. it always helps to have some extra motivation
I'm actually hoping to get some of my old work on here to. i have some of my favorite pictures on my walls now, but i've come to realize they're not even on here, which is majorly lame, so if not something new, something old that you have seen yet may be coming.


and now i'm done.
living in the light or darkness?
~anna

i'm that girl you took a bite out of,
set aside,
and forgot about
until you stumbled upon my dieing heart...

addicted to the exquisite pain
of you being something i can never obtain

k, so i'd like to say that my last journal entry was ridiculously stupid... but funny... so i'm leaving it on here for the days i need a laugh. went back to school today. i hate people. ...is that a horrible thing to say? ...hmmm, maybe it would be better put that i hate human nature... i hate the way people treat other people... i hate the way people care about bad things more than they do good things...
"We often love things
and use people when we
should be using things and
loving people"
...dont know where this is from. i saw it on the wall of my Euro classroom.. i thought it was very ironic to be found in a high school... maybe its there to remind us how messed up our little world is... and how even more messed up the real worlds going to be...

Inside me there's a flower
It really likes to grow
But everyone once in a while a petal gets pulled off
And the waterworks start to flow

It drowns in its own tears
And refuses to see the light
Doesn't use photosynthesis
And its colors turn not so bright

Soggy blue instead of purple
Army green instead of grass
Droopy petals all depressing
All the sunshine in the past

so i've decided i'm the most impatient person ever. it's really bad when i get into a bad mood. i'm ridiculously sarcastic and well... mean. sorry for those of you that've had to deal with it. thats why i usually just sleep when i'm in a bad mood. i made the dumb mistake of telling my friends i'd hang out with them tonight tho and i'm in this kinda mood, so it should be interesting. i'm gonna try really hard not to be mean. maybe if i just keep my mouth shut... hmmm. okay, well lata
~anna